Starting tonight and scared - please help

[kzlight]

i am starting tonight (with the Smooth Move tea) and i am scared - i work outside on a landscaping crew and i am afraid of having an 'accident' http://www.therawfoodsite.com/YaBBImages/embarassed.gif
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also, i am scared of failure but i feel soooooo bad right now that i am ready to try anything - i felt so bad this morning that i called in sick because of the heat on the job yesterday -
after reading the book this afternoon, i am encouraged but i am doing this on my own (my husband is not happy about it)
and if i calculate correctly, i will need to get up at 4am to get the salt water through me before i leave for work -
i guess i just someone to tell me it will be okay - i will be here daily for help ... can anyone help me?
thanks -

[kal]

I am also starting tonight with the senna tea, I ve never tried anything like this. I am trying to psych myself up to complete 10 days,,,and I know its all in my head. I just really dont want to fail. Sorry I cant be of much encouragement. I will be here everyday too, looking for support. My daughter is also starting tonight. Heres to feeling and looking better soon!

[rindilov]

This is KAL's daughter and I am starting tonight as well, I know that it is extremely scary and that it is going to take a great deal of will power. I think it is really cool that this sight is available to help all of us "scardey cats" out and I can't wait to just feel and look better....talk to all of you soon


rindilov

[LadySue]

You guys will do great. Stick together and you will get through it with surprising ease...you will see how empowering it is to take control and actually win the battle between mind and matter. It changes your whole outlook.

I have just completed my 2nd 10-day MC and I can't tell you enough how my thoughts about eating have changed and how excited I am about going forward with healthier habits.

This has been the one thing that has actually had a positive influence on me and something I feel I can return to whenever the need arises.

Stay strong...stay unified...and you will do this!

Sue

[kzlight]

hey, guys -
well i'm on day two and i am NOT happy -
[forgive me while i whine a bit!]
this lemonade stuff tastes terrible - i'm gagging on it and i hate it -
the salt water was a little better this morning - yesterday morning i hated it - so i'm hoping that the lemonade stuff will be better today too -
question: can i concentrate the lemons, syrup and cayenne in half the amount of water and then just drink more plain water on top of that? i had to last night in order to get my 6 values of juice without throwing up or giving up -
i wasn't going to continue today but i waited until this morning to decide and i was able to get most of the salt water down -
i'm sorry i'm such a wimp and i wish i could blame my parents for not training me right but i'm done blaming others and i'm taking responsibility for my actions now - however i can still whine and cry sometimes - for some reason it makes me feel better -
thanks for listening and if anyone has insight into concentrating my juice, let me know -

[Guest]

Oops... I just posted this in the other thread by accident. I didn't see that there was an entire thread pretty much dedicated to starters.

If anyone's interested in folloing a complete day-to-day, night-to-night documentation of the entire process, come check out my documented blog!

http://www.chrismewhort.com/cleanse

Hope to see some of you there!

Much respect, and good luck!
Chris